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Another Me 
10 August 2009, 12:28pm

i wanna go back to my old life...man...such a wonderful time...

i have my own blog, which i started when i was in my college, on my college website. but i haven’t write any blogs for almost two years.

i used to be good at writing:) but i only write when i have something i want to write down.

Now, i can write on avalantern. so when i went back to read all the old blogs i posted on my own blog website. Suddenly, i’m seeing another me right in front of my eyes.

i never realized that a lot of things have been changed after that. i never realized that i’m actually quite far away from who i was. The time, which i’m so proud of stopped at where it should be and never come back. Ah...this is the life.

i’m seeing every different me from different old blogs, happy, childish, sad, excited...the way i used to talk, the way i used to walk, the way i used to laugh, the way i used to think about life, about me. the songs i used to listen and cry afterward. the tears disappeared in the dark night, in the white snow.

Now, i watch the old me like i’m watching a movie about other people. But, all the sadness, all the tears all become a happy ending.

The old me finally found a place to stay forever - stay with me in my deep heart, in my deep mind. Those words written in the old time are the keys to open a book full of beautiful pictures and the smile faces.

i am happy that i was so happy.

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THE Lowly Peon

[10 August 2009]

it's strange how much things can change, but it's so exciting to see what'll happen next!

one of my favorite poems is by an old buddhist monk. the idea of buddhism is that nothing lasts forever, so they meditate on that one idea all the time. then this guy's beloved dad died. the monk part of him knew it was going to happen and that he should embrace it, but the other part, well, didn't want to. roughly translated to english (note: dew is a very fleeting beauty, so they often write of it in poems):

the world of dew

is a world of dew.

and yet, and yet...