THE Lowly Peon

happiness 
31 October 2008, 10:52pm

happiness is weird. and no, i don't mean the extremely weird movie "happiness". i mean the weird levels of chemicals in your brain that make you feel kinda good. maybe even smile. i have nothing profound for you in this post. it's early as hell, my head kinda hurts, and i'm not sure why the hell i got out of bed so early on a saturday. the reason i'm writing is this: last night, i went to bed kinda grumpy. i was very frustrated with a crummy application i bought a while back for a whopping $50 that caused me nothing but problems. i had some crazy dreams, none particularly happy or good. i woke up and looked outside and the sky was gloom and gray, with cold rain falling slowly. but then, when i was on my computer checking my email, peterdot, etc, i noticed that i was smiling. and i feel very happy. and thus, i concluded that happiness really is just a weird shot of chemicals in your brain (or maybe a fun post by a certain pirate...). and i'm very grateful that the karmic flow of the universe gave me said chemicals. :)